Archive for October 11th, 2008

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On My Mind…

October 11, 2008

Inspired to do so by Hasan Goplani and his Goplani babiez. If you want to see his list go to http://clearout.name

What’s on my mind?

This list:

I only exist for one reason

The Matrix Trilogy was a lot more understandable once my entire perspective of the world changed.

I need to get on with my life.

I hate being stuck in school, and yet, that’s the only place worth going to.

I need to read more.

I need to find out what my calling is.

I wish I could go live as a villager in Japan my whole life.

I don’t care about anything as much as I care about my next phase in life.

I need to walk the walk.

I miss working because of the paychecks.

I don’t care what people think, except for a very select group of individuals.

I am not a conformist.

I love life, and hate it as well.

I was born to die, but I haven’t prepared for it.

I have the feeling hundreds of tests are on the way.

I have the feeling people will be dying off very soon.

I don’t understand how people can leave Islam after knowing the absolute truth.

I need to read tafseer.

I need to get married.

I don’t need to be reminded that marriage is a huge responsibility.

I don’t need to be told that I’m not ready when I already know that I’m not ready.

I want to go to MAS.

I need to go to MAS.

The only thing I like to talk about is life, plans, goals, marriage, and anything concerning those categories.

I like my major.

Reading about psychology is actually really interesting.

I want to skydive.

I want to jump off of a cliff into water.

I want to be in that white room in the Matrix and bring up whatever I want.

I want to be honored by Allah.

I want to be an instrument for the Ummah.

If I ever reach “that” level, I don’t want to be called a sheykh, imam, or mufti.

I want to make Arabic my primary language.

I want to dabke. LOL.

I want to sing indian songs to my wife.

I want more baklawa.

I want more baklawa, LOL.

I want to learn to play piano.

I want to help the starving kids in Africa.

I want to help the people who need my help.

I want to tell people they are idiots.

I want to get rid of my distractions.

In an awkward situation, I want to ask myself one day, what would Tyler Durden do?

I want to go super sayian.

I want to knock someone out.

I want to get knocked out.

I want to see something that no one else can see.

I want to live a day being blind.

I want to live a day being deaf.

I want to live a day being mute.

I want to live a day as a hobo.

I want her to read this.

I laugh when people get mad because there really is no reason to be mad.

I want to slap myself for every time shaitan tricks me.

I’m content with whatever I have.

I really believe it’s a miracle from Allah that I didn’t go to any other University.

I find it weird how people are looking at my face and listening to my voice on YouTube when I’m probably sleeping.

I want to be in control of my dreams.

I want to live in a masjid for a while.

I want to have lots of kids.

I want her mind and soul to be the most beautiful thing about her.

I want to make a movie.

I want to be an actor, but the cons outweigh the pros.

I want to be a musician, but the cons also outweigh the pros.

I want to travel to Italy, Spain, Brazil, Argentina, Chile, Paraguay, Venezuela, Australia, Russia, Syria, Lebanon, Turkey, Japan, China, South Africa, Egypt, and Canada.

I want to re-enact that scene on Titanic at the edge of a huge cruise ship with my wife.

I want to scream at the top of my lungs in agony.

I want to lead salat in a filled masjid.

I want to wear those really tight clothes the sheykhs who lead salat wear.

I want to hug the Kabah.

I want to be free.

I could keep going, but I think I’ll stop here. =)