Archive for October 23rd, 2008

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Tawakkul

October 23, 2008

I’m so dumb, no wonder.

Allah gave me a sign, right there in front of me.

The irony of it is so funny.

I even saw it, saw it and ignored it, thought it didn’t really matter much. Today I went back through and saw it again, and just zoned out in disbelief.

How?

Man I’m stupid, it’s no wonder at the very last moment when I realized, everything started to happen once again.

Right when I realized I was wrong, and I corrected myself, everything fell back into place, subhan’Allah.

Put your trust in Allah, not how much du’a you make, or how much you contemplate, it’s in Allah’s Hands, He knows what you’re going to ask for before you even ask, He already KNOWS.

Don’t trust your du’as, trust Allah. Biggest mistake of my life.

It’s so amazing how we’re all interconnected.

I look at the world like the white room of the Matrix. Every single object and person being placed in specific areas for a specific time, specifically for me. Maybe everything’s a test, maybe some things aren’t.

But at the SAME TIME, this is happening for every single person in the world, right now.

The fact that you’re reading this just proves my point. My blog could be some kind of test for someone I don’t even know, who happens to randomly come here due to a search in Google.

Maybe they go away from this blog learning something new, or thinking in a different way.

Subhan’Allah, so crazy.

But alhamdulillah though, I found out in the best possible way that I was wrong. The very thing I made du’a for gave me the reminder. =)

So never, ever give up.

No matter how hard it may seem.

However down you may feel.

Even if things aren’t going the way you want them to.

Or if everything is just not turning out the way you wanted.

Allah is the best of planners. Always remember. Always keep your hope alive.

Always. He’s with you.